I'm angry, that he wrote it! And I feel bad, because he's so young and he doesn't know, but I'm frustrated, too, because he's going to turn out that way! And I'm scared, because even if he's younger, he's still dangerous!
all of that makes sense to me. I've felt the same way sometimes too.
he might be glad to know you don't just hate him. all he knows is what he's been told, and we didn't exactly have anything good to say. could it help you to get to say all the stuff you never got to tell him before? that's closure right? or something like it
he's trying to change the future. maybe we can all help each other? or at least some alternate versions of us
of course not. we all got screwed by him. and unlike me you guys weren't buddies with him beforehand. it's easier for me to see the old Sephiroth, you didn't have that.
[For him, in some aspects, it's better. In other ways it's worse. But he's at least able to set aside some of those negative feelings because there were positives to start with.]
ok... but if you want me to do anything or be a go-between, just say the word! I've got your back 100%
[Mrrrrrrrrgh he didn't want to get into it. It feels like downplaying their pain, considering he can hang out with and talk to Sephiroth pretty well and they can't stand to even hear from him at a distance.]
I'm doing okay. it's a lot easier now than how it started.
I think the hardest part is, what if he keeps going back, and coming back here with updated memories, but it doesn't actually change anything? if one day he's here again but crazy and the friendship ends all over again. thinking about that really sucks
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Yeah, I know. It's okay if you don't want to see or talk to him, nobody would blame you.
[Her and Cloud and their very reasonable need to avoid him is a major part of why Zack's been trying to handle navigating Sephiroth's presence here.]
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I want to reply to the letter. I don't know what to say.
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probably good to work through how you feel first! so, what are you feeling?
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he might be glad to know you don't just hate him. all he knows is what he's been told, and we didn't exactly have anything good to say. could it help you to get to say all the stuff you never got to tell him before? that's closure right? or something like it
he's trying to change the future. maybe we can all help each other? or at least some alternate versions of us
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even he knows nothing about this is simple
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I can tell him not to contact you again so you can think about it in peace
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It's okay for now. I don't think he's going to send me another one, Zack.
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[For him, in some aspects, it's better. In other ways it's worse. But he's at least able to set aside some of those negative feelings because there were positives to start with.]
ok... but if you want me to do anything or be a go-between, just say the word! I've got your back 100%
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I'll let you know. Promise!
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[Mrrrrrrrrgh he didn't want to get into it. It feels like downplaying their pain, considering he can hang out with and talk to Sephiroth pretty well and they can't stand to even hear from him at a distance.]
I'm doing okay. it's a lot easier now than how it started.
I think the hardest part is, what if he keeps going back, and coming back here with updated memories, but it doesn't actually change anything? if one day he's here again but crazy and the friendship ends all over again. thinking about that really sucks
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