[The silence stretches on for a while. The line's still open, there's the sound distant background noise; no television shows, no radio, no nearby distracting voices. When he finally speaks again, at great length, it's very quiet. Hopefully Zack's not somewhere noisy, it'll be easy to miss.]
That's not fair. I can't do that and all the rest too.
[This conversation's gotten personal, so Zack's on his own, his side of the line similarly quiet. Mostly just the shuffling sound of movement (he's probably doing squats while he waits, to avoid otherwise fidgeting or pushing for a response or something uncalled for).
At Sephiroth's quiet reply, Zack exhales a huff of humourless laughter.]
None of this is fair. That's the worst part about all of it. [The irony of his name combined with the way his life has gone isn't lost on him, either.] You can't think of a way to do both, yet. Maybe somebody else can. Somebody else who'd also like to save the world. Who'd rather be a hero than a monster.
[He sighs faintly.]
I won't fight you on it, like I said. You're the one who gets to make the call. But as long as we're both here, I won't let you be alone. So don't give up.
[He breaks off. He's said to others before that Zack had been through too much, carried too much and shouldn't be expected to do more.
He'd meant it. Adding to it ... on purpose. Knowingly, especially with the things some other version of him did in the future, ravaging Zack's dearest friends and lovers. Making it worse would be base cruelty at best. This was Zack's afterlife, his happy ending, it's SUPPOSED to be better here than being dead.
Zack shouldn't be having to deal with the problems of separate worlds. After everything he'd been through he deserved peace.]
[He does not. Socializing after all of this would be a struggle at best, and his ability to pretend everything is fine is not as good in person as it could be over relics. But that might be too obvious, upsetting Zack further.]
...Right now?
[How long did he need to re-establish a good mask of not being bothered? If his failure to kill Hojo never arose, he might be able to.]
Doesn't have to be now, or even today. [This conversation got pretty intense, and Sephiroth only just returned. It's an olive branch at best.] It can be whenever you want. Just wanted to let you know it's an option.
[Not right now then. If Zack got himself a dog, or someone else at Zack's house did, then it would stand to reason that his own 'dog' would want to play.. and Casimir was not good at hiding their changes in mood. Canine body language was somethign they had no experience disguising.
Maybe in a couple of days though, it could at least be a reasonable try..]
Give me some time to catch up with the school things I missed.
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That's not fair. I can't do that and all the rest too.
[You have to choose.]
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At Sephiroth's quiet reply, Zack exhales a huff of humourless laughter.]
None of this is fair. That's the worst part about all of it. [The irony of his name combined with the way his life has gone isn't lost on him, either.] You can't think of a way to do both, yet. Maybe somebody else can. Somebody else who'd also like to save the world. Who'd rather be a hero than a monster.
[He sighs faintly.]
I won't fight you on it, like I said. You're the one who gets to make the call. But as long as we're both here, I won't let you be alone. So don't give up.
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[He breaks off. He's said to others before that Zack had been through too much, carried too much and shouldn't be expected to do more.
He'd meant it. Adding to it ... on purpose. Knowingly, especially with the things some other version of him did in the future, ravaging Zack's dearest friends and lovers. Making it worse would be base cruelty at best. This was Zack's afterlife, his happy ending, it's SUPPOSED to be better here than being dead.
Zack shouldn't be having to deal with the problems of separate worlds. After everything he'd been through he deserved peace.]
... I'll try.
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Thus:] You want to meet a really weird dog?
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...Right now?
[How long did he need to re-establish a good mask of not being bothered? If his failure to kill Hojo never arose, he might be able to.]
... can I eat lunch first?
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Doesn't have to be now, or even today. [This conversation got pretty intense, and Sephiroth only just returned. It's an olive branch at best.] It can be whenever you want. Just wanted to let you know it's an option.
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[Not right now then. If Zack got himself a dog, or someone else at Zack's house did, then it would stand to reason that his own 'dog' would want to play.. and Casimir was not good at hiding their changes in mood. Canine body language was somethign they had no experience disguising.
Maybe in a couple of days though, it could at least be a reasonable try..]
Give me some time to catch up with the school things I missed.
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[They don't even have to argue about all of this stuff.]